the studio is located nearby a road with heavy traffic
cars and trucks drive by in an endless stream
Sunshine loves his studio
Sunshine also loves sugar and hairspray and corn starch and glitter
in the studio Sunshine has build a site that stimulates
appearing and disappearing
like children do
when they are happy
so where there is a yellow mountain there could also be
a deep black hole
Sunshine whishes that the surrounding of his body
looses its alien nature
Sunshine wishes to be at home outside of his body
but oh
even the plants could attack him
with their green force and with their blue force
if the studio would not protect him
which is a bit is scary
but only a bit scary
but the site is not about nature
and the site is not about civilization
there are only a lot of marks hints traces
like remainders of things that have disappeared
or seeds for something new to appear
Sunshine feels that his memory is similar to the environment he has built in the studio
similar in form
because if you look you see
that what they call inner life
has a form
a spacial form and a temporal logic
and a logic of appearing and dis appearing
outside of the studio there are only trees and empty land
sharp edged trees and land
flat like a digital 3 D model
in his lost old memories
Sunshine tenderly touched screeens with his eyes
in a chamber
not totally in a chamber
thank god
In his lost old memories
trees gently spreaded a blanket above him
and softened the fear of inner and outer rooms
and the fear
of appearing and disappearing